Maybe me randomly sending this guy my number sparked something in him to make him want to take a chance with me.  I feel like going into exactly what all happened yesterday, but I'm kinda confused on if he is willing to take a chance or just wants to hang out.  I wouldn't go this into it on this blog, but I haven't been able to talk to anyone who would know what is going on, so I just need to get it all out of my head.

As seen in my last blog, I randomly sent my number to a guy of my liking, not really sure why, I just did.  I'm thinking he noticed.  Sunday at church it stared with him sitting next to me during our bible study class.  I know that's not really a big deal and he's done it the past several sundays that I've been there and I think that everyone feels kinda good when their crush sits next to them. Now I was kinda expecting him to go off on his own like he usually does after class, but that morining he didn't.  He hung around while me and another girl who I'm staying with talked about last night and how hot it got in their apartment.  Then while we migrated to the auditorium for worship he stayed pretty close and sat next to me during service as well, and I think that was out of the ordanary because he usually sits on the other side of the room during sevice.  We did seperate after sevice for like 5 minutes, but as soon as we could get togther again we pretty much did.  He was next to me before we got in line for our church dinner and was there until some people cut in line in front of him, lol.  But again he sat next to me while we ate. 

Slowly people began to get up and socialize down in the entrey way while people were starting to leave.  Pretty soon we were the only ones left in the building (I found it funny when his parents left and his mom mumbled something about coming over and watching tv or something, don't know why but it was funny and made me chuckle)  Maybe he was just trying to be nice and keep me company for an hour and a half that I had to kill before I headed off to work.  But we talked about so much stuff just standing there for that long.  One of the things that came up was the new movie "Superman Returns".  I know that he is a big fan of Superman and I've been trying to hint that I would like to see the movie as well through e-mails.  Although threw the e-mails I started noticing that I was kinda blocking my chance of that by saying that I would rather see the first two Superman movies before seeing the new one, so that I would have some idea of what the story was.  Well, to my suprise while we were getting ready to leave he invited me over to his house to watch the two movies this tuesday.  I was all excited that he asked me over and it was on my mind pretty much the whole time I was at work.

Now, after evening church service kinda had me mixed up.  It started off good, I was sitting in the back since I came in late and I was talking to some of the girls who were sitting in front of me.  My guy came from the front of the room all the way to the back and again stood right next to me while the church group socialized.  Afterwards, the group went to eat at McD's.  I probably should have found a better place to sit with more chances to give him to sit near me again ;-).  But I didn't I only left one space, but he wass right be hind me in line so I figured he would get it.  Nope someone got their food before he did and took his spot.  So he sat next some of the other girls of the group.  I've been told that this one girl in particular just likes to flirt, but that my guy doesn't have any likeing for her.  But I just thought that he seemed to flirt back all night.  So it just got me thinking, do I have a chance?  Is he even remotely intrested?  And what makes it worse is when he says he is going to go someplace or do something and then doesn't show up, I feel really foolish.  I know it was just a trip to wal*mart, but if you say your going to go you should go.  I guess I knew better when I left McD's and he stood around with those who were left.(mainly the girl who likes to flirt with him.)

I guesss he just confuses me sometimes.  I am really looking forward to going over and watching the movies with him.  I'm not sure if this is just fun and hanging out stuff.  Or a date of some sort, I don't know, I'm bad with relationships.  So even though I'm going to be nervous driving over to his house I'm going to do my best to just have fun hanging out and not worrying about weither or not I'm getting myself into a new relationship.  He's a cool guy and I like talking and hanging around him, so why make it more complicated than that.  It's all very confusing in my head, but see talking about it made me feel better, thanks for listening, and feedback would be greatly appreciated.